xmas list

jingle bell jingle bell..
jingle all the way~~~

yeah yeah...christmas is just around the corner \(^.^)/
but then exam also is coming..my exam is on the eve..sucks...(x_x;)
forget about the exam 1st..
christmas is all about gifts and present rite???
hee of course i wanna get some pressie too...(^_-)-☆
so i made a xmas pressie list...

1 DSLR

i've been eye-ing for one for quite some time...
only keep reconsidering but then im really dont wanna borrow others' one
too much hassle and problem..
even it is from my dad..
the owner will keep asking the whereabout
and
the digicam seriously lacking in something..
hope i can get one....

2 ipod

another tech-junk that i really need..
i need music...
and i;ve been using my handphone to listen to song..
although omnia have 16G but if put too many song it will still lag la..
and the ear-plug is seriously bothering me..
it is only time before the whole thing came out..
the battery often die on me whenever i seriously need music..
bro's psp is not helping either..it is big and not enough space..

3 vacation

seriously, i think my last vacation is Redang...i cant think of any after that..
and after all that happened, i think i deserve a nice lil vacation..
no need luxury, no need far..
just some place away from all this stress, some close friends..
that will be just nice..
even if it means only P.Dickson..
but i've been wanting to go Cameron..
when when when can i get my vacation???
australia trip gone..

4 laptop

i dont freaking need new 1...
i just need my toshiba to be back sound and fine..
thats all im asking...

5 polaroid camera
tell me the truth...^this picture is nice rite??
it is a polaroid picture...
i love polaroid..
i seriously do..
the white frame is killing me...

but polaroid is not cheap and not easy to find..
think i can only dream...

6 money

money not enough...
everything is not a matter if i have money...
too bad, im just a poor student living off Mr. Yap's money...
he will kill me if i spend more money...

7 better CGPAtime to buck up the results..
but then it is always wishful thinking..
nothin be done to improve it...
>.< 8 heart.

ok...i just need to find my heart back..
it is lost somewhere...

9 love


once i get my heart back and when i able to give another person,
i hope the person can do the same for me too...
i dont it become like the lyric in Brandy's song 'Have You Ever'
"have you ever found the one you;ve given your heart too,
only to find that one, wont give their heart to you"
it hurts too much....it takes too long to heal..
it takes a lot courage to start again..

10 health

but i've come to realization..
nothing is more important than health & well being for my family...
there;s nothing i cant trade for them...

p/s: im a tech-junkie aren't i???
you must been thinkin how the hell she can manage to stuff everything in her bag,
if she have a DSLR, iPod and polaroid,
not to mention other necessity stuff like wallet, handphone and keys...
i also have no idea..
i dont have the stuff yet so i havent come to experience it...
wish me luck in striking 4D [perh....as if i buy 4D pulak] and maybe i can show you :P

pictures credits: devianart

p.s i love you, mummy & wall-e

seriously nowadays, i rather just lay down anywhere and watch movie or tv show..be it on tv, youtube, ppstream or even dL..the addiction is back and it is getting worse..i turned on kbs world and started watching all the tv drama and i get hooked up and so i went and dL it so that i can watch the complete one without missing one episode that i missed out when im in mlc..then on ppstream watch those HK drama la..actually just one hK drama that im watchin now..but still...youtube also can be my source to watch korean drama that kbs dun have..but then slow la..coz if it is recent tv show then gotta wait a few weeks to watch it..so i ended up watching old show..

but then i get my cpu back on duty, i can dL all the movies and k-drama again *yahoo...* dun worry i didnt on the dL during the day..only on it at night when everyone else are sleeping.unless they are like me, not sleeping then i got nothing to say...

aish, after such a long time and god knows why im missing out these three movies and only now im watching it...

1. ps i love you

i read the book and i cried..now i watched the movie, i cried too :(...
embarrassing i must say but then, it is very me-like to cry during movie..
even song can make me :'(
i do not know it like the movie better or Gerard Butler..
but to be honest, i like GB more..
the movie is just *ahem ahem*..
not what i expected and of course different from the book..
actually at the beginning of the movie, when they were arguing at the apartment,
i was wondering "how the hell the oldest bro gonna help her take care of the garden,there is no garden?"
of course, they took off that part..and of course the part where the travel agent explain how the husband came in sick and still insists to get Holly a holiday..
that was my favorite part...
whatever, GB is my new man..haha...im so gonna look out for him..

2. mummy : return of the dragon emperor

hmm, jet li, as always..one of my favourite but then he no longer want to act in martial arts movie..
so we will never get to see those suave movement anymore..
and i never know the cute boy in the mummy returns can become so good-looking..
but he looks cuter when he is small...
and is it me or dato michelle yeoh looks old here??
and i was tryin hard to catch what alex was saying to the emperor when he shot the 5balls that the emperor is doing something with..
and who said it is boring?? it was ok...glad i finally dLed it and watch..

3. wall-e

i dont..seriously i dont..i never planned to watch this after i fast forward it once..
but then that day channel disney broadcasted it..
and i was half-way cooking spaghetti..
and seriously, watching it without able to fast forward it,
i ENJOYED the movie..
i actually do like it..
though it is kinda silly that robot has a feelings..
i wanted to be a robot so that i can have no feeling but then wth?
but i liked it especially the part eva was looking back all the time she had with wall-e
through the screen@whatever it was..
and again i almost cry when wall-e couldnt remember eva anymore
after eva changed his cip...
and she hold his hand..
aaawww.......sweet......


ps: glad that i get to watch all this movies again...able to cry after such a long time is a good feeling..

你那么爱她~

lyrics credits to: sheral
pinyin & translation credits to: shuee

lyrics, pinyin & translation

達.拉.啦.
da la la
(da la la)
達啦
da la
(da la)

直到愛消失 你才懂得 去珍惜身邊每個
zhi dao ai shao shi ni cai dong de qu zhun shi shun bian mei ge
(until love disappears, you understand how to treasure the other half)

美好風景 只是她早已離去
mai hao feng jing zhi shi ta zao yi li qu
(the pretty scenary, but she has left already)

直到你想通 她早已經 不再對你留戀
zhi dao ni xiang tong ta zao yi jing bu zai dui ni liu lian
(until u understand, she doesn't think of you anymore)

最後的你 開始了一段掙扎
zui hao de ni kai chi le yi duan jiang za
(in the end, you struggle)

你那麼愛她 為什麼不把她留下
ni na me ai ta wei shen me bu ba ta liu xia
(if you love her so much, why don't you make her stay)

為什麼不說心裡話
wei shen me bu shuo xin li hua
(why don't you tell her what's inside of you)

你深愛她 這是每個人都知道啊
ni shen ai ta zhe shi mei ge rundou zhi dao ah
(you love her so much, everyone knows)

你那麼愛她 為什麼不把她留下
ni na me ai ta wei shen me bu ba ta liu xia
(you love her so much, why didn't you make her stay)

是不是你有深愛的..兩個她
shi bu shi ni you shen ai de..liang ge ta
(is it because you have another lover? are there two people?)

所以你不想再讓自己 無法自拔ㄚ..
suo yi ni bu xiang zai riang zi ji wu fa zi ba ya
(is that why you don't want to pull yourself out)

喔~~~
oh~~~
(oh~~~)

i came across this song when i was shopping around with my sis and i like it because the chinese is simple *that i can understand* and it is what i was thinking at that time...so i asked my bro about it and he said he have it..i keep playing this song because i simple love the meaning of the song...

there you go..i found the english translation to share around..

green~

now it is supposed to be way past the autumn..should be winter already.....


hmmm, izzit this looks refreshing and cold?? but then the tree and leaves in malaysia are still that evergreen..look at the pictures that i took with omnia..

this is taken using the normal mode... thus a bit boring look..


this is taken using the landscape mode..look greener..


this is the best..it makes me likes green for the first time..this is taken using seasonal mode...i didnt edit the picture for any enhancement...

while in winter *though msia dun hv winter* things are supposed to look old and look nostalgic just like the picture below...

Prague in winter..
see, the buildings looks old and lifeless...
but then i still prefer the winter season...
actually i love autumn..i used to love winter but the cold is *ahem ahem*
and autumn's colour are so magnificent

isnt this pretty??
maybe we cant see this here, so when i have once in a long long time chance to go oversea during the autumn & winter time, i love and enjoy myself to the max..
walking down the path just make you so relaxed..
and allow me to be melodramatic, you can feel like in drama...
reminiscence all good things you've been through...

aahh...relaxing to just think about it..
i think i need vacation...
real soon..
to somewhere cold..
genting or cameron also ok la.....

after a while~

i had mcq midterm today..it is like once in a million years and its been ages ago since i had one...and i freaking not good at it...but then home always have a way of making me stress-free thus i didnt really prepared for this paper...i just read once then i went to exam hall...damn kanjiong before going in...expected !!! it is tough like hell....

fine, with the thought of leaving it to the hand's of lady luck i went to cinema to watch phobia II...where the hell is my resolution of not watching horror movie in cinema, i have no idea..i just went thinking there will be difference in my reaction...and it is been a long time since i have outing..so i went to GSC in DP..*btw the mcd there opened already, god, and i dont even know that..im so outdated from melaka raya..i seriously sound like i retired from my lifestyle*..before going in, i was considering of grabbing some food to distract me in the cinema but then mama roti gotta wait for 12minutes, big apple got not much left so left cottage's bakery..

guess what i watched??


yeah, thats great...so 'great'..what an idea to watch PHOBIA 2..and i thought it is gonna be just a fast 1 1/2hr movie but then it took 2hours...not only my hand hurt, my ears hurt too...guess what i did that caused the pain la...aii...but then luckily i still able to understand the whole things with skipping a lot scene..totally not suitable for weak hearted person like me...new moon better..btw new moon coming this 261109...saw the poster already...

enough shocks from the movie, once i reached home i get msg on msn stating that BTS results is out..wth???i just have the paper approx. 3hours ago and the result is out...immediately checked it with the heart almost jumping out...damn...what a day...

klah i gtg...time to get some rest and time for mask for the poor skin..

alpha memories~~

dang that was like years before..
back in the time when im still innocent, naive *cough cough*, complete kampung-girl, nerd...
back in the time when im still young...

if those who were mmu student, i bet you would have realized that there are some friends that are tagged in an album name "spot and win..alpha memories"....i have like gazillion friends that were tagged in it...*kidding* not gazillion la but then quite a lot people that i knew...since it was my batch's orientation..

suprisingly i saw a number of my orientation group's picture....but what's more suprisingly is that, in all that like 7/8 pictures, im in NONE.....yeah !!!! should i be happy??? soem must be thinking, what is there to be happy because it means you not famous to be in the picture...dont sweat la darling....because im loving it..that im not in the picture..or else all this gazillion people will get to see how fat and ugly im 4/5 yrs ago....like serious....i scanned through the whole like 1xx pictures just in case i saw myself but big relieve...

p/s: im turnin into a shopaholic before i even know how to make money on my own..>.<...god bless me...

englaise~

wtf....trying to prove he is smarter, have a better command in english or wat???
ei, please la mister, if your english is so good, you would have known better than me how to spell "E.N.G.L.I.S.H"...it makes me wonder when was your last time you wrote an english word..i know my english and her english is probably not that good..but yours wasnt that good anyway...

and what the f*** with coup d'etat??you think im a anti-government?? or that she is communist?? i might not be the biggest supporter of UMNO or MCA but to put us in coup d'etat categories?? that just make me feel sick...not because of what i am or what you accused us of?? but it is of your attitude, trying to use some bombastic word...congrats..you just make me doubted at myself on the definition of the words...another advise mister, check dictionary first before you tryin to show off..plus what is the use of trying to overthrown u from whatever position you are??

and i just asked her to reply it this way...*give me five girl* GOOD JOB...

p/s: god, im so full of myself nowadays..wonder where those come from??

reality of life~

2nd post of the day...i just posted for the new moon thingy but somehow it ended at below there..maybe becoz i started that post long time ago but only posted it just now...

i was watching the TVB drama Beyond the Realm of Conscience - 宮心計 episode 19...and i thought i have to blog about it. at the end of the episode both of the head of departments are standing at the wall looking further...

i have to agree to the sentence that "everyone make mistake..the only difference is how serious is the mistake"...

and i do agree that "time passes" both of them reminisce the time has just past 2oyears just like that...

shouldn't have~

i shouldnt feel what im feeling now...
by now i should be emotionless and numb...
every single word uttered showed that im not what im and it is should not be that way...
not after all the things that have happened..
every single word that i said as curse as be inflicted on me as karma so i should have known better than anyone to said it..for a karma believer...but what a normal human being like me can do at that moment beside expressing my own emotion..

miracle doesnt happen, karma do happen..
it takes that little effort to understand and to believe in that..
but it is easier to say than to do..but i have faith, have faith that one day, whenever it is, i will be free..
and free i shall....

not smooth~~

having things that doesnt work smoothly just got so irritating..
having a CPU that just reformat and all the things is so freaking wrong because the font is too big, the icon is hella big as well, everything is just so wrong...
and the laptop that just came back from the factory after being strike by lighting just wont work faster and now the dvd-rom spoiled too...**** it...
and dad's laptop was helping either with lack of application inside..because it is his laptop i cant dL anything..
-____-|||
things just couldnt get better for me...