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Just because your eyes don't mist doesn't mean your heart doesn't cry...and just because you come out strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong...Often, you choose to pretend you're happy so you don't have to explain yourself to people who'll never understand...Sometimes, smiling is easier than explaining why you're sad..

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Happy early birthday



Happt 3+th birthday to my eldest sis..in fact we celebrating her chinese birthday and tad early for her real birthday...

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Monday, March 12, 2012

sex(y) songs

it all started with @jaybumaom recommended this video on youtube and then this andrew batarina became @jaybumaom's choreographer.. but instantly i was hooked with the song, music and lyric.. it makes you downright sexy.. a good one. though i was crazy about the sleek dance though..



what i didnt expect is my @jaybumaom started to make sex(y) songs like this...



this song has been on my playlist for god's know how long.. the combination of english + korean music is always been jay park's forte.. only he can brings out music in this way and i gotta say i love it to the max...

and then boom! he promised that there is a sex(ier) song than this one in his new album #new breed. trust me when i dLed the whole album i wasn't in love with it, yet. thats til i got my hand on new breed, things when crazy.. track #8, track #9 and track #10 constantly on my non-stop replay list..



no words need to explain nor describe this song.. just sex(y).....you gotta watch to know the lyric.



this is just worst of the worst.. it just sings out words like "wrap your slender legs around my waist" ...opps is there anyone below 19 here???

p.s: i actually this on another blog but i can't promote the blogpost for some technical reason.. so im re-posting it here. since here got advertisements... :P

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

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Prove that im not thinking straight..

Weird stuff when i said confession time, everyone thought im confessing to a guy..pfftt..

Confess= to admit, to acknowledge, to declare..

And im here to acknowledge something that i have been in denial all this while...


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ouchh..

wow...ouch :X
totally didnt expect that..
and totally didnt expect that it hurts..
a bit..
im lying if i said im not feeling anything.
but i honestly thought im a ROBOT already
but then how to explain the tingling feel...

not so good....
geez, thank people for reminding me about that...

well, i AM a loser.
get back to work.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

ominous

i get this rather ominous feelings about this..i dont know, it just feels wrong..
i think it is more than a dead fish in the aquarium..im talking about a a clean aquarium from the outside look but when you opened the lid, it is more than that. the fishes were dead and the water getting murkier..

thats what i feel recently..especially this week. and i know im not happy about it. i can patience about a lot of things but words' selection is important..and he used a rather harsh word. and i wont tolerate it..i might for now. but the word wont go away from my head and i DEFINITELY wont forget it..

waiting for the time.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

When hate turns love

When hate turns love

There is a Chinese saying (I think) that’s goes something like this “ don’t go hate something, you might just love the thing”.. well whatever it is, I called it karma. It is the same when you don’t like certain feature on the opposite sex, beware. Your husband might just be that. The Korean dramas are ALWAYS like that?? The hero and heroine always bickering with each other but opposite attraction is always stronger..

anyway, i had this weird dream yesterday. a guy from a boyband that i really hate appeared on my dream. ok just reveal it..taec and khun appeared on my dream. trust me they are the last people in my list to like because they from the stupid pm group. you should know why i hate them..

not the point: why idol appeared on my dream? im not those who dreamt of artiste..

the point: they are a symbolic.

well, he was trying really hard to please me. i forgot what he did but i know/feel he is trying hard. it wasnt like he is someone i like to remember everything about him so you get the point now.. someone i dont like someone i dont keep in mind someone i dont even look at is trying hard to grab my attention. and he wins. he got it NOW. im freaking blogging for him.

so i was thinkin, is this person gonna appear soon?? now that i got the hint i will keep my eyes open for you. i promise. :)


band-aid

well at least it is back to function..not as good as it used to be but it was not dysfunctional so no complain =)

well a bandage is not gonna make you look pretty but on a brighter side it will make you get better..so suck it up, bloggie..at least i figured it out that there was some bastard out there messed you up. it wasnt my fault that someone tried to post some fucked-up stuff on you..

now you are back...most of the stuff gone and you went green, literally all green..but no worries :) i will put back those stuff one by one and get you all dolled up k? pinky promise..

Sunday, February 12, 2012

forgotten

i think i have forgotten how to love a person.
how to miss a person. and how to tell the person that you really like them..
it's been years..since i put a person importance in my heart and brain.


some said im too picky, even cousin brother said i am the kind that like handsome guy..
even i disapprove..and how do all this people know me better than myself.
but cousin brother adds more.. better be picky than to pick the one that cant afford.

love isnt all

according to him.. isnt that making things worse??

anyway happy valentine..

p.s to my love-> where are you?? faster get yourself a gps and come find me..i am still waiting.

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

Christmas over!! 
New year over!!
Chinese new year over!!
Whats next??


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My my..the day is so sunny..
It makes me feels so warm in my heart...
And it sorta reminds me of LA..
(yea, los angeles..i never been there and yeah, totally irrelevant)

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